Genuine v. Evolvution, content with what you have…
I think about all that I’ve been through and consider myself lucky and humble. I take care of people and give and in return you feel that you’ve made a contribution. I told someone once about how I think the one word that describes me is ‘evolution’. The more I think about this the more I wonder if that is really true. She told me in turn that her one word was ‘genuine’…I laughed at first, and then I thought…hmm, that is truly a great word to use.
I mean genuine is an amazing thing to be…I guess it means that you keep to your core and are who you are…in fact evolution might mean the exact opposite. I meant evolution to mean that I was always looking for how to be a better person through learning new skills…not from changing the core of who I am. I think the core of me will always stay the same, it’s the learning I want to do about people, places and things that I’m interested.
So life moves on and you have to be happy with where you are at all times. It’s easy to lose sight of this and become jaded. I keep coming back to thinking about feeling sorry for people…or maybe feeling people’s pain and wanting to help. It’s weird. I met a woman that isn’t very attractive and fairly awkward, yet I feel like I want to help her. It’s like I can see what she has been through in her life without even had being there myself. I know how harsh and cruel the world can be to women that aren’t attractive and are getting old…what a horrible fate for them. I sympathize with them and just want to find them someone to love…and so it goes, isn’t that what we are all here for…to love.
Truly, without love in our hearts, minds, and souls, what are we? The more money and power I get the more I want the simpleness of love. The pure and genuine feeling of love…ah there it is again…’genuine’ yes and that’s the word of the day.
So when you think about making this contribution by giving to the world each and every day it feels good. I can’t imagine not having a job or career…I’ve been there before and learned SO much about self-motivation and accountability it was amazing…I’m so glad I got that experience of having no money and no job, but an income source and a dream.
I think to be well-rounded human we need that sense of accomplishment that work gives us each day. I know that I will work until the day I die…I plan on taking some killer vacations, but the purpose of self you get from work is too strong to ever quit…and that is truly why I’m lucky…I love what I do and if I had a billion dollars I would continue to do the same thing except on a bigger scale…mmm that would rock!